Sitting in the living room with the fan full blast at my face and 987fm is playing in the background. English Oral in about... 3+ hours. Can't wait to get over and done with it for the second time. Biology paper in about 21 hours and Chemistry paper in about 1 day 3 hours and I will be ALMOST done with prelims BUT I got to study all over again and it will be the 'BIG BOSS DAY' aka O levels. Someone told me that (s)he have lost hope in me for getting an A for a certain subject because my teacher wasn't doing a good job for the entire year but I guess we can't always blame our teachers right? We got ourselves to blame too for not clearing our doubts quickly and let it pile up before seeking for help.
But I wouldn't give up hope in getting my A for that certain subject. It's not a need for an A but a WANT. Since it's a WANT... Shits about to get real bro.

Watched the National Day Rally last night and Mr Lee H.L said 'Please let your children have their childhood' and I am like 'DUDE, YOUR EDUCATION SYSTEM DOES NOT ALLOW ME TO?!?' What an irony.

Oh 987fm is playing Coldplay - Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall. There's this part that goes "I'd rather be a comma than a fullstop" and I think that it's really meaningful.

Speaking of which, sometimes I really question my existence. Is It really worth it for me to keep fighting?
I got off the bus the other day while on the way home and crossed the road. Yes, I didn't use the traffic light, and I didn't look out for traffic and I just crossed. It shocked me that I wasn't the least bit worried about losing my life. In my head it went like 'so what?'

My emotions is dead and gone. G O N E. Ha ha ha. Not surprised honestly.