Went down to Kallang Tennis Centre to watch Elliot play. Must say I do miss the times when I was still playing tennis. Rugby and tennis down for this year, BPL is also over. Now I have time for a proper blog post. For a while now I have been thinking about certain things that people said. Have I been too nice to those who treat me just another passing friend? Do I let people take advantage of me too easily? Maybe just sucking it up and get on with life might be the easiest thing to do. If it's meant to be, it'll happen. Just give it time. I might as well enjoy the ride until I reach my destination. I never thought that so much would change within such a small amount of time. I didn't think it was even possible; everything's different now and I'm not quite sure I'm okay with that or not. I'm still trying to figure everything out. It’s funny how every small detail affects me in such a big manner now. I will not be weak. Not again. I am pretty sure this will turn out really bad. I could sense its arrival in that moment you looked at me for so long that I felt your eyes bore into mine. Just thinking about you makes shivers go down my spine, and I am not going to fall into that same trap ever again. That is why I am going to be strong. These four walls are never going to crumble so easily ever again.