All good things take time

Une Famillie SUCCESS (ah screw the wrong spelling). Thanks for turning up my friends!

It still hasn’t really sunk in that 5 years of Guitar is over. Really quite a mixed feeling CCA it has been. Going to miss it for sure. Now since I have kind of stepped down from CCA, more time to finish overdue homework, study, gym/swim/run, random sleepovers and meet people (!!!!!!!)

Alright, haven’t really blogged properly in like…. eons. March holidays ending soon… Which is like tomorrow and I still have freaking hell loads of shit to do like homework. Teachers seriously treat us as wonderwoman. Saying that we should all get a good week rest but throw us thousand and one homework to complete. Uhm, okay can. Oh and since mum went for operation and seeing the process of her recovering, many random thoughts popped into my brain. Seriously shit just got real man. 

Yawn. Currently fighting off the sleepiness and attempting to get some work done. Chemistry, Mathematics, Geography & Social Studies left mainly untouched. I need time. I need to be in control of everything. I should source for a new study place. Self-discipline is lacking!!!  Just what am I doing with my life… It’s like as if O levels are over ha ha ha (I wished I wasn’t that stupid and got sent to the 5 year course but it’s for the better). Everyone’s studying so hard and here I’m still in my lepak mood – I kid you not on the studying part. I need to learn how to accept success and failure with grace. I need to learn how to be more lady like to, realized it’s like my final year of being a teenager crap. Someone please knock some sense into me.

Ha okay, tomorrow, or technically today, I will find a ‘purposeful ‘day awaiting me when I wake up, and i will get everything I set out to do, ‘done’ (notice the inverted commas? It’s become it’s for sure I’ll never finish what I set up to do, SHIRLYN, SELF-DISCIPLINE! ATTITUDE!) My laptop is getting so cranky I hate using it now grrrr. Time to get the Mountain Lion OS Mac when it is out!

 Cheers to a brilliant week ahead (ha ha ha who am I kidding English and Chinese oral on the way, why did I even retake English in the first place someone please remind me)