"Dear God,
the only thing i ask from you is to hold them when im not around.
what have i done to deserve such undesired hearsay?
it makes me feel worse as days go by.
But who can I talk to?
Maybe no one, forget it.

Day after day passes by from out short life.
day after day that we lose and would never be return back to life.
Somewhere we can remember the past memories.
Moment from life are still trembling whether to survive or die, to create a new life or leave tailing a whole past life.
Moment of life pass so fast leaving a memory inside, memory for certain moments of life might worth much more than life.
Moment of life turn to be precious than life but too late.
A moment of purity, innocence and humanity dismissed in the imporivement of relationship.
Everyone could be back, a lost friend, a lost lover or even a lost soul, but a lost moment could never be back.

Maybe i should have trusted my friends more than you, you'll just know how to quarrel every single day, and this irritates me, i dont wanthis to happen, but when I start to reminiscence, all things happen for a reason, dont you think so?

Sometimes you wonder why people take the easy way out and quit or end their lives, and you may think, it's not the way to go, wait until you have no other choices, you'll know how it feels.

Either one of us should perish. It'd make things easier.
I have no idea what I've done to get this sort of treatment. It happened four times before already, came and go, but it seems like the fifth one wouldnt go away anytime soon.
Dont think I'll have good days ahead. It hurts me, for all these to always ovvur.
All those biasness and every other little thing that you critisise me.
It just cant make me sleep.
Sorry I should be selfish.
I hope you'll understand.

BYE
I SUCK
too tired for anything now
all fucked up."

I remember writing this for a reflection Mr Tang asked us to write for Drama in Secondary 2. All I want now is that Kimberly Lai would go home safe and sound. #prayforkimlai