SHE WILL BE LOVED

2012-02-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

Hi blog, you are the only person I can express my sorrows to. What a nice show I have been putting on for the entire day. Please save me :(
Haven't been blogging regularly, can't even find the time to do any other thing beside facing my books. I need a getaway soon.

2012-01-26T23:38:00.001+08:00

2012-01-24T22:16:00.001+08:00

That's why they call it falling in love, you're in a moment of bliss for a bit then you hit hard concrete. That's where bleeding love comes in.
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2012-01-19T20:54:00.001+08:00

I could try to pretend like I didn't miss you, but I've never been one for lying.

2012-01-18T22:09:00.001+08:00

You're not as close as you should be.
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2012-01-15T22:53:00.001+08:00

Everybody leaves, who actually stays?

2012-01-14T00:53:00.000+08:00

When you wake up in the middle of the night and everything is pitch black and silent, that's when time matters the most. You wake up feeling lost in another world when you're really in the same one you've always been in. It's time to wake up.
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2012-01-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

We felt it in our brittle bones. The cold and the silence and the moments we had lost.

2012-01-10T22:39:00.001+08:00

I hold myself together when I'm in front of you. I could hold the world on my shoulders, like Atlas, and it would be no problem at all. When I'm in front of you, I'm strong; nothing can touch me. Everything I do is all an act though. Act one, scene one. This is just the beginning of your least favourite play. Five acts to go and we're just getting started. Take your seat, the lights are going down now. Please silence your phones and enjoy the show. Get comfortable. I can do this for hours. I could do this for days. I hold myself together when I'm in front of you because I don't want you to figure me out.
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2012-01-09T22:18:00.001+08:00

9th January 2012 came too fast. Collected my English results today. I must say I was indeed quite satisfied with my result as I expected a lower grade. But after hearing what my other friends got, all those single digit scorer, I asked myself, is this the best I can give? Still considering on whether to retake or focus on the rest of my subjects. It's hard to make such a decision. But whatever it is, this time I cannot let anyone down including myself.

When all else fail, I wouldn't.
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2012-01-08T08:37:00.001+08:00

You are educated. Your certification is in your degree. You may think of it as the ticket to the good life. Let me ask you to think of an alternative. Think of it as your ticket to change the world. - Tom Brokaw.
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2012-01-07T18:00:00.001+08:00

Survived Week 1 of school.

2012-01-04T12:47:00.001+08:00

Whenever I see airplanes floating across the sky, I wonder where they're going and wish I was going too.

Survived day 1 of school, and I will survive the rest.
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2012-01-02T21:54:00.001+08:00

I can do this.

2012-01-01T21:16:00.001+08:00

Ten, nine, eight. When I was a child, I had to fight to stay awake just to watch the clock hit midnight and would yell out the numbers with my parents as we counted down the seconds. Seven, sex, five. When I got a little bit older, I’d spend the night with friends drinking sparkling grape juice and pretending to know what it was like to feel classy. Four, three, two. A few years later, when I was old enough to want to kiss someone on the mouth, I’d spend the last few moments of the year wishing I had someone near. One. You were the one last year.

2012-01-01T03:11:00.000+08:00

2011's gone, and 2012 is here. It's almost like the same shit each year but different numbers only. It's for sure some people leave and some people stay, I can't control that fact. But I know I'm totally gonna kick some asses in 2012! HUAT AH.
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2011-12-30T21:28:00.002+08:00

Navigated my way half of this trip. Loved every moment of the trip. The memories from this trip will be locked up somewhere in this little brain of mine, and will be unlocked once in a while to remind me how I managed to survived on the plane back alone and felt so awesme 37,000 feet above sea level :)

2011-12-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas my dear readers! X
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2011-12-21T13:10:00.002+08:00

I’ve been feeling down and a little bit uncomfortable with everyone lately. Everyone I thought I knew so well has drifted away into their own heads and are keeping their mouths locked tight. We’re no longer sharing stories and keeping in contact as often as we should. We say our simple hellos and ask how the other is doing and that’s the end of the conversation. We no longer know how to open our mouths and let our words come out and instead opt for keeping everything inside. I was never much a story teller, but I always did like to listen.

2011-12-20T20:57:00.001+08:00

I did it. What more can I ask for?
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2011-12-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

When someone does something nice just to make me smile, it really means a lot. It doesn’t matter if it’s just doing something small, it still means a lot to me. The act of going out of your way for me enlightens my soul. Actions speak louder than words.

2011-12-14T00:44:00.001+08:00

Tonight is a good good night x.
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2011-12-13T12:53:00.001+08:00

Everything in life is temporary. So if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry. It can't last forever either.

2011-12-11T21:32:00.001+08:00

I want to bottle up all of my anger, sadness, stress, frustrations, and disappointments into a jar.

2011-12-10T13:50:00.004+08:00

2011-12-08T19:14:00.001+08:00

And at times like this I start to doubt the word 'friends'.
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2011-12-08T01:34:00.003+08:00

"When there's no one else, look inside yourself."

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2011-11-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

2011-11-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

What else have I got to do?

2011-11-27T10:55:00.001+08:00

you're not going to be his first, his last, or even his only. but if he loves you now, then what else matters? you're not going to be perfect together, but who is? if he can make you laugh, make you think twice, and take chances, then hold on to him, and give him the best of you that you possibly can. sure, he won't be thinking about you every second, won't be with you all the time, and you won't always know what he's doing, but he's giving you a part of him that he knows you can break. so don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give and try not to over analyze. smile whenever he makes you happy, and yell when he makes you mad and of course, miss him when he's gone. lastly, always remember; he loves you.
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2011-11-27T00:22:00.001+08:00

Just what do I actually fear? You or society? There's a part of me that want to throw you off the goddamn cliff yet I want to catch you too. Maybe it's true, trust no bitch, fear no man. People are telling me to not care about you all, but you're my friend in the end. I'm guessing what she said is true, holding on too hard on the friendship. Life's hard. I try to satisfy everyone's craving yet I can't. This silence really does define my misery.
So tell me thehiddenblood, what should I do? Clear that line and go for it, or just stand behind it and pretend nothing happened?
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2011-11-25T19:04:00.000+08:00

I’m always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head or keeping it to myself. The problem is being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes people away, no matter if they say they’re always there to listen, there is only so much your best friends can listen to. On the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is to poison yourself from the inside out; is to ignore who you are and lose yourself. So which is better? To have friends that think you are melodramatic seeking attention, and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind?

2011-11-24T20:43:00.001+08:00

And I decided then that I wouldn't let you bother me anymore because the world had bigger problems than my little disappointed heart.

2011-11-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

I need to get all my thoughts sort out before something bad happens.
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2011-11-19T18:27:00.003+08:00

I love you guyz :)

Joey, Yutong, Joanne, Darius, Isyraq, Farhan, Zoey & Miss Jac.

2011-11-13T23:16:00.001+08:00

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

2011-11-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

If I wrote you a symphony, just to say how much you mean to me, what would you do?

2011-11-05T22:58:00.001+08:00

We are whispers and noises and everything you hear late at night. We are creeping through the hallways. We are quiet and we are loud and we are everything you never want to hear. We are calm and we are crazy and we are trying to find a way to get inside of your chest and in your head/ We are the breatjs that stick in your throat and make your skin crawl. We are the emptiness of lonely shadows that are looking for their lost loved ones. We are the darkness inside of yur heart and we are everything you don't want us to be.

2011-11-02T21:04:00.001+08:00

November will be better than October.

2011-10-30T10:25:00.001+08:00

WANNA BE A VICTIM, READY FOR ABDUCTION!

Dancing Party!
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2011-10-27T18:00:00.002+08:00

You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rain.
You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.
You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows.
This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too.
- William Shakespear.
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2011-10-26T21:17:00.001+08:00

Vielleicht sie be zeit zu vergessen kehrtwendung die vergangene und mögen ihn.

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2011-10-21T09:22:00.001+08:00

Life is...

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
- Mother Theresa
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2011-10-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

2011-10-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

The greatest battle is not physical but psychological. The demons telling us to give up when we push ourselves to the limit can never be silenced for good. They must always be answered by the quiet the steady dignity that we simply reduses to give in. Courage. We all suffer. Keep going.

It just hurts when they mention about you, but it’s been a long time and I should stop being so scared to like somebody right?

2011-10-14T21:45:00.003+08:00

i want to wear your swearshirt to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone until sunrise, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, play your favourite video game, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, laugh until i can't breathe, hold hands, sit in front of the fireplace and talk about life, i want to fall hopelessly in love with you.

2011-10-13T20:25:00.001+08:00

2011-10-12T22:08:00.001+08:00

We've been keeping your thoughts hidden in the corners of our minds and left them to lurk in the shadows. Every misread signal and afterthought, the words we never said, we've kept them there to save for later in case we get the chance to say them at another time. I've got these memories locked up behind thin eyelids and empty sighs. I've got these lost words trapped between my teeth and underneath my tongue and lonely thoughts that I've tucked away to find on a chilly day in October.

2011-10-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

2011-10-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

"Time was never a friend of ours. It was either too far ahead or too far behind and never right beside us. Even though you were always next to me, in a car or a bed or a movie theater, time was never there with us. It was running around trying to catch up with the rest of the world while we were trying to catch up with each other. I always thought I knew you and I always thought I'd know you, but you're almost like a stranger now. I still feel you around me in every shadow or every time i see my reflection in a rain-covered window, but the days all fade together now and none of that seems to matter when time was never a friend of ours."

2011-10-02T03:20:00.000+08:00

1 day till Major Examinations of the year.

I'm the world's most dangerous predator. Everything about me invites you in - my voice, my face, even my smell. As if I would need any of that. - Twilight.

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2011-09-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

I don't remember the moment I tried to forget. I lost myself, is it better not said? Now I'm closer to the edge.
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2011-09-27T22:06:00.001+08:00

"Many of the things you can count, don't count. Many of the things you can't count, really count." - Albert Einstein

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2011-09-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

no matter how many times did you told me you wanted to leave
no matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breath
no matter how many nights did you lie, i'd wait to the sounds of pausing rain
where did you go? where did you go?
heart beat, a heart beat, i need a heart...
tell me what you kill to save your life?
tell me what you kill to prove your right?
crash, crash, burn let it all burn
this hurricane chasing us, so long to cry
no matter how many days i die, i will never forget
no matter how many lies i live, i will never regret
theres a fire inside, of this heart, about to explode into flames
where is you God?
where is you God?
where is you God...?
do you really want?
do you really want me?
do you really want me dear?

do you really want?
a heart beat, a heart beat, i need a heart beat
you know i gotta leave, i can't stay, i know i gotta go, i can't stay

tell me what you kill to save your life?
tell me what you kill to prove your right?
crash, crash, burn, let it all burn, if sorry can't fix the things i so long to cry

You say you wrong, you wrong, I'm right, I'm right, you're wrong, we fight
Ok, I'm running from the light, running from the day to night
Oh, the quiet silence defines our misery
The riot inside keeps trying to visit me
No matter how we try, it's too much history
Too many bad notes playing in our symphony
So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow
And then you call upon God
You call upon God

tell what you kill to save your life
tell me what you kill to prove your right
crash crash buuurn, let it all burn, if sorry can't change things i so long to cry

hurricane - 30STM

2011-09-18T12:21:00.003+08:00

My Dearest Allie,

I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Noah.

2011-09-15T22:35:00.001+08:00

'I WANNA BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND MORE THAN A ELECTRON WANNA BE ATTACHED TO A PROTON'

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2011-09-12T22:16:00.001+08:00

"You don't get to do that, to just check into someone's life, make them care and walk out"
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2011-09-09T12:53:00.000+08:00

I think I'm ready to go.

2011-09-01T23:42:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I feel like if I open my mouth I'll start speaking nonsense, I'll start admitting things that no one should know. I only wish for everyone to know my secrets, for everyone to know all the monsters that tear within my insides, crawling out wishing to escape. Maybe if they knew, they would understand, maybe they would care. Those days, when I feel like I can't contain anything inside me, I sleep. I sleep so I won't say something that most will never fully comprehend. I sleep to escape into thoughtless world where he loves me, where she is still my friend. I wish to scream to the world, out my window, in the parking lot. I wish to scream, "I am here and I am not alone." But some days that is all I fear. I fear of being alone, I fear of never finding someone to stay around and appreciate every ounce of my being, I fear for never finding love, I just wish I could get something right, just once. I just wish I could leave this city and live in a small cabin in the woods with the one I love. No problems, no money issues, no work, just love holding us together like the trees that will surround us.

2011-08-28T00:26:00.002+08:00

(THIS FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR)

CELINE, SEE YOU IN ONE YEAR'S TIME!!!!!!

'THANKS @shirlynhayley FOR MY LAST SINGAPORE NEWSPAPER SOAKED IN SPORE RAIN WATER, FOR THE LETTER DREAMCATCHER AND PHOTOS.♥'
BETTER KEEP THE NEWSPAPER.

2011-08-23T18:45:00.001+08:00

I feel like a helpless piece of shit right now, people I know are feeling fucked up and yet I can’t do anything to help, as usual. I don’t know how to show I care without feeling awkward, and I don’t understand people in spite of how long I’ve known them, and I don’t know how I’m supposed to make someone feel better, and I know I’ve said this before but I’ll say it again, I don’t really wish to waste time trying to figure out what’s going on in everyone's lives because I really have no right to know, or I just feel that I have no right to know because I don’t wish to seem like a stalker or a busybody and that’s why I try my best not to interfere with my friends' affairs unless they tell me of their own accord. But it’s not as if anyone can read my mind (and it’s not as if they will see this) and I’m not trying to make myself sound like some noble super hero or anything. I’m just trying to console myself and perhaps deceive myself into thinking yes its fine if I don’t know anything, if I just act indifferent until someone talks to me, if I just live each day as it comes without bothering so much about stuff. and it is terribly unpleasant that so many fucked up things are happening on what should be my favourite week of the year and it is a week when I AND EVERYONE ELSE I KNOW SHOULD BE THE FUCKING HAPPIEST PEOPLE ON THIS FUCKING PLANET, BUT NOOOO THINGS DONT FUCKING HAPPEN THAT WAY EVER and it’s not like I can control stuff and it’s not like anyone's to blame. Maybe there are people to blame but I can’t be bothered to find out.

If only you could understand what I’m going through, if only you could understand my rationale for doing whatever I’m doing, if only you could tell me what I’m doing right and what I’m doing wrong and tell me what I should do, but I know, of course you're just a blog, a non-living thing that can’t talk, can’t feel, cant think, and obviously can’t be understood, but then again even you are more easy to understand than a typical 16 year old.

2011-08-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

2011-08-08T21:23:00.001+08:00

"Life is like a rainbow. You need both the sun and the rain to make its colors appear." just crosses my thoughts.

2011-08-06T19:33:00.001+08:00

It's scary to think how I line my walls with lyrics to all your favourite songs.

2011-08-04T22:45:00.001+08:00

2011-08-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

2011-07-31T21:19:00.001+08:00

"Shirlyn tan shirlyn tan! She's a husband & she's up for grabs. She can cook really good liver and nags really well. She'll talk to you about anything under the sun! P.S. She kicks people off the bed." - Nicole Ang

2011-07-25T22:13:00.002+08:00

Exactly 1 week to Prelims.

2011-07-24T22:50:00.001+08:00

❤ ❤ ❤

2011-07-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feeling is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams, before the crowd is to risk their loss.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try is to risk failure.
To love is to risk not being loved in return

2011-07-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

MY WAY OF TEACHING SOMEONE HOW TO USE A SANITY PAD MACHINE! :D

2011-07-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

It all ends here ; 14 July 2011 ; Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2
No words can describe it.

2011-07-12T18:37:00.002+08:00

We touch, I feel a rush, we clutch, it isn’t much
But it’s enough to make me wonder what’s in store for us
It’s lust, it’s torturous, you must be a sorceress, cuz you just
Did the impossible; gained my trust, don’t play games it’ll be dangerous
If you fuck me over, cuz if I get burnt
Ima show you what it’s like to hurt
Cuz I been treated like dirt before ya
And love is evol, spell it backwards I’ll show ya (evil)
Nobody knows me, I’m cold, walk down this road all alone
It’s no one’s fault but my own. it’s the path I’ve chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don’t ask me why I have no love for these mo’fuckin’ hoes
Blood suckin’ succubuses, what the fuck is up with this
I’ve tried in this department but I ain’t have no luck with this
It sucks, but it’s exactly what I thought it would be like tryna start over
I got a hole in my heart, some kind of emotional roller coaster
Something I won’t go till you toy with my emotions so it’s over
It’s like an explosion, everytime I hold ya I wasn’t joking when I told ya
You take my breath away, you’re a supernova, and Imma…

I’m a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon
And I’m aiming right at you, right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I’m aiming right at you, right at you, right at you

I’ll do whatever it takes, when I’m with you I get the shakes
My body aches, when I ain’t with you I have zero strength
There’s no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one, then once we get them it’s never the same
You want them when they don’t want you, Soon as they do feelings change
It’s not a contest and I ain’t on no conquest for no mate
lyrics courtesy of www.killerhiphop.com
I wasn’t looking when I stumbled on to you, musta been fate
But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take?
Let’s cut to the chase, before the door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break
And leave myself open that I won’t be makin’ a mistake
Cuz Imma…

I’m a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon
And I’m aiming right at you, right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I’m so lost without you, without you, without you

So after a year and six months, it’s no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God
I blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I’m bleedin, I’m tryna stop you from leavin’
You won’t even listen so fuck it, I’m tryna stop you from breathin’
I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you squeazin’
Til I snap your neck like a popsicle stick, ain’t no possible reason
I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks now I let you go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple I told you this… (Gunshot)

And I woulda did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it’s over now, it’s too late to save our love
Just promise me you’ll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star cuz Imma…

I’m a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon
And I’m aiming right at you, right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I’m so lost without you, without you, without you

2011-07-11T19:08:00.003+08:00

Discipline your mind.

2011-07-09T15:21:00.002+08:00

You won’t find faith or hope down a telescope. You won’t find heart and soul in the stars. You can break everything down to chemicals, but you can’t explain a love like ours. It’s the way we feel, yeah this is real.

2011-07-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

Just shoot for the stars, if it feels right.
And aim for my heart, if you feel like.
Can take me away and make it OK,
I swear I'll behave.

2011-07-05T19:01:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the low quality pictures couldn't be bothered to switch on the lights hahahahaha lazyyyyyy, what's new?

2011-06-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

As usual, been neglecting here. More active on tumblr, so find me there!
http://thehiddenblood.tumblr.com

2011-06-25T14:11:00.002+08:00

“i didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and i doubt you planned on falling in love with me. but once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. we fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. for me, love like that has happened only once and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. i’ll never forget a single moment of it.”

-the notebook by nicholas sparks

Enrique Iglesias - Push ft. Lil Wayne

2011-06-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

2011-06-18T12:37:00.001+08:00

Been quite a while since I blogged properly. Have been tumblr-ing a lot recently thus neglecting my blog. This June holiday is really catch up month, I am still not done with like a million and one things and prelims are like super close. Great, just great.

So I had a Skype conversation with Tun Zen last night and boy I miss my friends overseas. Talked shit and laughed like mad at typo too. Oh and I watched like 4 movies last night – Priest, Hall Pass, Hangover and Just go with it! Trying to watch as many movies as possible before school starts cause I know my laptop will be sitting at one side collecting dust.

Honestly I have no idea what to blog about for the time being cause I’m rushing my stupid SS homework so yeah I guess I’ll be blogging more often with my phone! So yeah love you'll :)

2011-06-14T10:21:00.001+08:00

“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake someone else up, so that they can feel this way, too.”
—- Lemony Snicket, Horseradish

2011-06-11T00:18:00.001+08:00

Watch your thoughts for they become your words ;
Watch your words for they become your actions ; Watch your actions for they become your habits ; Watch your habits for they become your character ;
Watch your character for it becomes your destiny.
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2011-06-07T20:56:00.001+08:00

"That's life. Right?
The fatigue in your eyes gave you away.
The tears threatening to spill.
I wanted to say a lot of things to you,
but I can't. And I don't know how to express them.
I wanted to spend more time with you,
I even planned them but I always procrastinate.
I promise, I will try harder this time. I want to make you happy. I will work hard. I will do you proud."

2011-06-04T00:37:00.001+08:00

Sorry for being that lil' bastard, loser, troublemaker, loser, -insert negative thoughts here- that you'll ever know in your life. I should just perish right now and everybody will be much happier.

Oh, and SYF showcase was good :)

2011-06-01T23:06:00.001+08:00

'I am jealous of your bed, it gets to sleep with you every night'
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2011-05-31T12:17:00.000+08:00

1. Sunday, Barcelona beat Man Utd 3-1 for Champions League!
2. Chinese O Levels yesterday: Walked into the exam hall #likeachinesewarrior and walked out #likeaboss
3. Went for ACS IB Open House and damn! EE, TOK and CAS seriously can make people deprive of sleep
4. No school for me today and dying cause of the homeworks.
3.

2011-05-28T00:21:00.001+08:00

Found this somewhere and thought it was funny.

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about light bulbs

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They’re too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows* (they got the highest pregnancy rate, and thus the answer)

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They wouldn't bother.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarbu...

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the light bulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the light bulb?
A: **** the light bulb lah, the principal will do something about right barbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

2011-05-26T22:16:00.001+08:00

SAM CLAFIN THAT'S IT! HOTTEST GUY I HAVE SEEN IN PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN. The show is 2 hours plus long but TOTALLY WORTH IT with zombies, mermaids (most who were models like fucking hot only!!!) and fountain of youth! Show was MARVELOUS!

2011-05-25T23:02:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow marks the last day of the school term for half the year and also I'm getting my report book before heading to watch Pirates with the C, maybe Under the stars and prawning after that? Mmmm sounds like fun :)

2011-05-23T21:38:00.012+08:00

A picture depicts a thousand words so here goes on how I spend Fiesta and Vanessa's Farewell Party! :)

2011-05-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

From the last to the first - I keep telling myself this for the past 4 months and tomorrow I will see if I have done myself justice. But whatever happens, it's just a rough estimation. Things are either for sure - get better, or worst. I have to be mentally prepared for it. Haven't done myself justice in the Chinese paper and O levels are just what, 15 days away? If that's the result I'm going to get, I might as well just jump off a building. Not being able to do well in my Mother Tongue is a disgrace I would say. Oh a lighter note, today was PARKOUR DAY! Scape has like obstacles build for parkour and tomorrow there will be parkour at Bishan too, OHHHHH YEAH. AHH SST SST OOH SST SST SHIOK AH is currently stuck in my head ON REPLAY )':

Its been a while since the two of us talk, about weeks since you walked. It has been a long time. At least it wasn't awkward. :)

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2011-05-14T00:54:00.002+08:00

Vampire Diaries never fail to make me day :')

Watched Vampire Diaries, Insidious and The Sorcerer's Apprentice. V.D is my all time favourite of course, Insidious is scary shit and Sorcerer's Apprentice is fantabulous! FLB in about 11 hours time from now, can't wait to change my blackberry scroller :( Dismantled my blackberry and I was shocked to see how dirty it is -facepalm- Hope there's hope for my scroller or not I will just die :<
Alright time to head off to beddddddd!

2011-05-12T00:10:00.000+08:00

2011-05-11T21:05:00.003+08:00

I'm so lazy to blog thus gonna make this short and simple. Mid years are over and I catch Fast and Furious 5 today and it was a fantastic film directed by Justin Lin, some ASIAN YOW! Badass Asian I would say SO YOU PEOPLE BETTER WATCH IT! IT'S GOOD SHIT.

Thought you’ll give me skeptical replies but, wow. I'm shocked.

2011-05-10T22:47:00.003+08:00

2011-05-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

Watched Thor today with Chloe and it was amazing. Chris Hemsworth is super charming and hot. Learned some things from the movie too. Just watched finish The Rite and it's super mindboogling, like whether you choose to believe in God, or Satan.

Now, OFF TO BED AND GET PREPARED FOR MATHS PAPER 2 TOMORROW, HAIYAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-05-08T14:56:00.003+08:00

First time getting so engross in politics. Respect to Mr and Mrs Chiam See Tong and Mr George Yeo. You have served the country well. Kudos to the Mr Yam Ah Mee also, such a monotonous speaker but served the country well too. PAP is ruling the government now and I think that Mrs Lina Chiam should have gotten the Potong Pasir part and not Mr Sitoh. Now everything is over and 5 to 10 years down the road, PAP will be old news, and the Opposition party will take over. Generation Y should know who to vote for.

On a lighter note, 3/4 of the examinations are over. The papers have been alright so far. Left with Math Paper 2 and PoA and IT'S OVER for the time being of course. Soon it will be fiestaand Chinese O levels and HELLO JUNE! I want the holidays to come yet I don't want it too as it means that the school year is going to end, C is leaving, V is leaving, HOW MANY MORE PEOPLE LEAVING :(

Alright gonna eat some carrot cake that my dad cooked! NOM NOM NOM TIME!

2011-05-05T21:10:00.005+08:00

2011-05-04T22:10:00.003+08:00

Two more days to the weekend, weekend! Four more days till end of exams, exams! Oleh-oleh-olehhhhhhhhhh! :)